RoseAwwh isnt it cute when you find love?Someone that always want to be there?Tells you your his ONE and ONLY and that he'll never leave you?What about that day you found out about the other women.Makes you wonder...was I really ever that special?How many other girls did you lie to.Its hard to tell whose the biggest victim hereTake your fucking roses back.You never loved meI was just your whoreand you were just my love.
What I want.When I tell you to piss offI want you to get closer.When I seem like I dont want to talkThats when I want to talk to you the most.When I seem happy were friendsIm really sad because were nothing moreAll I want for christmasA kiss from you under the mistletoe
MonsterIm a monster.Im like a zombie,I breathe air because I feel myself gasping.Its not like my flesh is falling off,I dont desire brainsBut I am and lifeless now,I dont feel happy yet I dont feel pain.Im like a vampire,My eyes dont glow red and I dont drink blood.I hide in the shadows when I feel unloved.Im not six feet tall, My eyes arent paleMy skin is white and my eye shines bright.I look alive, im dead insideIm a monster, I cannot hide.Im not revengeful,I dont cause pain to othersIm gentle to those I love, and even shy.Im still a bloody monsterbecause I want someone to die.I want myself deadit brings me pain and bloodshed.
You left me..for deadThings went black,Red eyes staringYou went backleaving me despairing.The wintermoon was bright,he air was bleakWe are both so weak,But you left me to die that night.I twisted my ankle while stumbling on a grave,You went back home and slept peacefully, have you no shame?My eyes were forcing shut and the back of my head poundedI screamed out your name not knowing you were at home, grounded.My hair got drenched, I vomited blood, I stared death in the faceAtleast you had your own space.I went into rigor. I could not moveYou fucking selfish prick left me for dead, THAT i can prove.its a quater to three and your sound asleepI will come to you and make you weep.So you couldnt predict my suicide? You must have been so fucking blind.
I love you?If I never saw you again id have to grow my nails and cut my eyes out, I'd want to die right next to you in the end. I chased you through the dark but never found you, I sat and sobbed until you found me. I tremble every time you look at me. Will you escape with me and set me free. I dont know what I mean to you but the more i think of you the more I miss you dearly. Your shadow in my room at night, I want you in my bed and turn out the light.
I wont let you bleakenSmile for me, pleaseLeave me in easeI dont want you to turn out like me,Hating everything I am and ever will be.Please smile, for a little whileIll always love you, though you wont love me,I can accept that but I dont want you turning out like meSmile, please, smile for me.All those scars on your arms, Ill rid with every kiss I could give to youAll those memories you say you dont care about, they affect you subtly; that you cant doubt.So smile for me, I know its hard but If you cant then ill help youIf you let me.