Sob

you have never seen me cry but you make me so close
Whenever I am around you I feel like a ghost
you are the one I have always loved the most
I wanna die, wont say goodbye infact its happened, almost.

If you dont want me, I will go
If you dont care I wont wont come home
If you dont love me then im alone
It will never be me you'll have your love shown.

I sob then I wonder if I should be happy that were friends,
I sob when I remember thats all we'll ever be until we end.
If I died would you come to my funeral
Your the one I love, but can hurt me most of all.

Does it feel good when you make me cry
Does it feel good when you make me wanna die
you said the nicest things, were they all lies?
I wish I never opened up and remained shy.